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I just studied and got good grades. My one activity unrelated to school was the BOY SCOUTS.
I was terrified of girls! One day, a popular girl walked up to me after a science class and stopped me. I thought that she was going to ask for help with her homework.
Instead,she said to me: "You think you're so hot because you get good grades!" Then, she stepped up against me and she cupped my balls and penis and said: "You're not even a man!"
A crowd of girls behind her sceamed and laughed. I was humiliated and mentally undone. But, I was also completely turned on. I do not know how I made it to my next class. I think if I had been hetreosexual, I would have cum in my pants. I, being gay, did not even get a hard-on. I was just confused and turned on in a mental way.
I have always wondered if that experience caused me to go straight. I have always looked for a woman who could turn me on like that girl. I thought that I could lead a heterosexual if I could find a woman like her. She has been in my fantasies throughout my life.
Last Edited By: harri Apr 7 17 10:19 AM. Edited 2 times