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I'm a male, but I go by Leah on here. And I fit the category of both a crossdresser and crossdreamer.
Where it goes wrong, is the fact that I've been looking at TG erotica, fiction, comics, and stories since I was 12 or 13. I'm addicted to them and I can't get off to anything else. I feel defunct sexually, and every time I have a girlfriend I can't properly perform or get excited at the prospect of being intimate with her. And while I do have certain fantasies that are BDSM related and perfectly fine to have, the internet shit is killing me.
I mostly go on deviantart and a few other sites. I need to get off this stuff because not only can I not stay away, but it's leading me into other more extreme stuff that I would never do or want to do in real life. It's stressing me out and I know I'll never be able to be with another person if I keep looking at this shit.
Any advice from anyone?