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Apr 28 16 4:07 AM

I think important part of beeing crossdreamer is sense of shame...A lot of us goes through that step, some breakthrough, some not. In different manner but it is still part of us. 

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#82 [url]

Apr 29 16 9:06 PM

JustEva wrote:
I think important part of beeing crossdreamer is sense of shame...A lot of us goes through that step, some breakthrough, some not. In different manner but it is still part of us.
 

shoot, video not available in my country (US)

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May 11 16 6:51 AM

When I look back upon my life
it's always with a sense of shame
I've always been the one to blame
For everything I long to do
no matter when or where or who
has one thing in common too

It's a, it's a, it's a, it's a sin
It's a sin
Everything I've ever done
Everything I ever do
Every place I've ever been
Everywhere I'm going to
It's a sin

At school they taught me how to be
so pure in thought and word and deed
They didn't quite succeed
For everything I long to do
no matter when or where or who
has one thing in common too

It's a, it's a, it's a, it's a sin
It's a sin
Everything I've ever done
Everything I ever do
Every place I've ever been
Everywhere I'm going to
It's a sin

Father forgive me
I tried not to do it
Turned over a new leaf
then tore right through it
Whatever you taught me
I didn't believe it
Father you fought me
'cause I didn't care
and I still don't understand

So I look back upon my life
forever with a sense of shame
I've always been the one to blame
For everything I long to do
no matter when or where or who
has one thing in common too

It's a, it's a, it's a, it's a sin
It's a sin
Everything I've ever done
Everything I ever do
Every place I've ever been
Everywhere I'm going to I
It's a sin

Confiteor Deo omnipotenti vobis
fratres quia peccavi nimis cogitatione, verbo, opere
et omissione. Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa.

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#85 [url]

May 11 16 6:58 AM

I have been so lucky to find a woman who thinks otherwise, but I suspect some MTF crossdreamers may also relate to their song "Can you forgive her."

You drift into the strangest dreams
of youthful follies and changing teams
Admit you're wrong, oh, no, not yet
Then you wake up and remember that you can't forget
she's made you some kind of laughing stock
because you dance to disco and you don't like rock
She made fun of you and even in bed
said she was gonna go and get herself a real man instead

So ask yourself now
Can you forgive her
if she begs you to?
Ask yourself
Can you even deliver
what she demands of you?
Or do you want revenge?
But that's childish, so childish


 

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#87 [url]

Jul 8 16 12:01 AM

Your mind is software. Program it.

Your body is a shell. Change it.
Death is a disease. Cure it.
Extinction is approaching. Fight it!

© "Eclipse Phase" by Posthuman Studios

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#89 [url]

Jul 12 16 7:02 PM

SIA - cheap thrills
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Gotta do my hair, I put my make up on
It's Friday night and I won't be long

Gotta paint my nails, put my high heels on
It's Saturday and I won't be long


 

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#90 [url]

Jul 14 16 11:38 AM

Deb's prize for the most crossdreamy vids on pages 4 and 5 go to Samantha Fish - April, April (oh!) 3, and Blue MEP - Veronica, April 22. As usual, its the visuals that get me, rather than the actual songs! xx

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#93 [url]

Aug 3 16 5:37 AM

jackmolay wrote:

Well, it is a sin, isn't it?


Not in my religion :)

Haha!

In mine it is.

But then again, we celebrate sin. ;)

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In clandestine, secret ways, as not to upset anyone... ;)

 

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#94 [url]

Aug 3 16 8:39 AM

I've done a bit of digging around about Elsa's suggestion because I was curious to know if the song is about being trans and if the writer is trans ; But I can't find anything definitive. Just m being nosey!

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Aug 26 16 9:55 PM

OMG! I never contributed to this thread and I'm a music and theater nut.  Well, anyway, I noticed the "It's a Sin" video above does not open in the USA, but this one does.  
(I can do the keyboard for this one.)

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Last Edited By: lal2828 Aug 27 16 7:30 PM. Edited 2 times.

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#99 [url]

Aug 29 16 7:36 PM

(Hmmmm....from the tour stadium back to my home.......ah! past my bedtime!)


Notice how there's only one woman admidst males, males, and more males.  The undertone of committing a school offense with minors is clear (not my issue!), but she's dreaming about males, yet remains a pure white essence of a female.  (Looks like a great school to work and learn in though.)

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#100 [url]

Aug 30 16 2:27 AM

Notice how there's only one woman admidst males, males, and more males.  The undertone of committing a school offense with minors is clear (not my issue!), but she's dreaming about males, yet remains a pure white essence of a female.  (Looks like a great school to work and learn in though.)


Damn!  You are right. I have never thought about it in this way before. Fascinating!

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